Brrrr its cold outside!!

Im sitting in my room and Im sad that days of our lives is over!! :( because I wanted to know what happend. OOH man was the last part exciting!! Im prettie bored right now, just chilling.. School was okai today I finished my health unit 7, I started reading my entrepreneurial studies and got prettie far then school was over. I could possibly work on that if I felt so inclined to do so..I cant wait until Mattie gets home from work, I shall be very happie. Im kinda hungry but I dont want to eat a whole bunch of shit like I usually do I need to start watching what I eat. Ive been gaining alot of weight, its not a good thing at all!! My mom said that she would get me a gym membership so i could start working out again. The thing is that Ive just worked so hard to lose all that weight and I dont want to gain it back!! I want to be a fitness instructor so badly I dont want to let my fitness level go to shit, I was very happie with how well is was then the gym fucked me over with work and I didnt get to work out for free anymore (fuckers). Hopefully that will be soon so that I can start working out alot, I just loved the feeling of being strong and physically fit, I would rather be fit and muscualar then skinny. I need to not eat so much when I do eat aswell and NO MORE CHOCOLATE BARS AT POOL!!! naughty girl!! Im going to eat some apple sauce and try and look for some food or go and ask my mom if we can go shopping for groceries with the list that she made. PEACE OUT JIZZOURNAL!!!